It Wasn't Easy Then, Either

Antigua’s the kind of place where you’ll run into people from all around the world in any number of coffee shops, especially with so many opportune for remote work.

I kept catching glimpses that would take you to Lake Atitlan, Tikal, or even neighboring countries. Tegucigalpa. Belmopan.

It made it easy to start daydreaming of the parallel world where I could turn this weeks-long trip into a months-long string of stays across Central America. I did similar trips throughout my early 20s in different regions and I couldn’t help but be nostalgic for the era when “travel was easy.”

Except… it wasn’t that easy then either. Just hard in different ways. I was completely broke. I deliberately booked flights that allowed me to sleep in an airport, all just to save 18€. The odd jobs I found in between stretches abroad were odd, but they allowed me to see quite a bit.

It was super memorable, but it wasn’t easy. It’s probably even more memorable because it wasn’t easy. But sometimes that detail gets lost in nostalgia.

I try my best, now, not to elevate any other moment over the present, because that’s all I’ve got to work with. It really is special that I get to go places with this family. Seeing my kids discover stuff adds a whole new layer of wonder. It’s something a past me would’ve been so excited to look forward to.